Well I haven’t posted a blog on here since I’ve started because it’s not something I’m good at. I’m a member of the Wildcats team, so I tend to just stick with our team forums. Today I decided was a day for me to post a blog, as it may end up helping out someone else. This may be long winded, but hopefully insightfull.
I have been a type II diabetic since January of 2001. I started out taking Glyburide and being deathly afraid of what I ate or drank, thinking it would kill me instantly. I switched right away to diet sodas, and sugar free everything. Most sugar free stuff was ok, but some of it is just down right horrible, and it causes such gas! I hated that! I finally found that if I just ate the regular stuff, I wasn’t going to die… of course I wasn’t checking my blood sugars like I should have been… ok let’s be honest here.. I wasn’t checking them at all. I don’t know why, I guess I thought if I ignored it, it wasn’t really there. Stupid really. At this time I was married to my second husband, the useless one. At the time, we had been married just shy of a year, and were giving it our all to get pregnant. Never happened. I had no idea why. I mentioned it to my dr, and she sent me to have an ultrasound of my ovaries. They were fine. So why wasn’t I having my periods every month? No one knew. And no one bothered to try real hard to find out. I just let it go, and thought if it happens, it happens.
So, a few years go by, the loser husband leaves, and my mom has pulled out an article on PCOS (Polysystic Ovarian Syndrome). My mom and I are both the type that whenever we read about a disease, we automatically have it, however this was different. I actually had these symptoms! I went to my dr and mentioned that I thought I had PCOS. She sent me to an endocrinologist, and no offense meant here, but I couldn’t understand anything the guy asked me or said to me. He was middle eastern, and had one of the heaviest accents I have ever encountered. He decided I didn’t have PCOS. So the issue was dropped. I still felt that the medication they mentioned would be beneficial to me, so about a year or so later I was at a new job, with all new insurance. I set myself up with a new dr and went in. Talked to her about the Glyburide not working for me, and could we maybe try me on Metformin? She thought it was a great idea… and also put me on drugs for cholesterol, kidney function and told me to start taking a baby aspirin a day.
The cholesterol and kidney meds were pointless. All it did was give me a persistant cough. So I stopped those. Once I was going strong with the Metformin, my periods started coming back on a more regular basis.
By this time though, I was 33 years old, and kinda to the point where I didn’t really figure I’d ever get pregnant. I was on the verge of moving to England, and marrying my current husband. He’s 7 years older than me, and we both kinda thought we couldn’t get pregnant… he had been tested previously with a girlfriend for fertility, and he had been told he had a low sperm count, as well as slow swimmers. And of course with me, my cycles have never been very regular, and I’d never gotten pregnant before with 2 husbands under my belt, and on my third.
We moved from England in October 2007, back to AZ where I’d lived for 30 years. We were staying with my mom and trying to get ourselves situated. I got a great job and things were starting to roll along… then my mom had her strokes. The evil step-father made things so we were no longer comfortable, or felt welcome to live there so we felt we had to move out. We moved in with a friend of mine who lived about 50 miles or so outside of the city. The first night we were there, it was a very cold night, so hubby and I got to snuggling… I’m thinking you get the idea….
So about a month later, I’m trying to do my workout and really having a hard time. I’m feeling sick, and light-headed and like I hadn’t slept in days. I cut the workout short that day. The rest of that week I wasn’t feeling good so I didn’t work out for the rest of that week. Several of my co-workers, and the friend I was staying with, all encouraged me to take a pregnancy test. I finally broke down and bought one from the dollar store. I took it on March 16th and that darn think turned pink faster than I ever thought they worked!
So now onto the drama….. My blood sugar levels have never been all that great, as I’m sure you can imagine. In January, my doctor decided to try me on a new medication called Janumet, which is Metformin and another medication combined. When the doctor told me about it, I asked specifically if I should continue with the regular Metformin or discontinue the use of it and only take the Janumet… I was told to continue on both meds. My blood sugars were awesome! The best they’ve ever been! I was very happy!
Then…. one day… I ordered my refill for Metformin.. this is about 2 weeks ago now, and the pharmacist tells me that that prescription has been cancelled. I asked why, and on who’s orders? They told me that it was on my PCP’s orders, but didn’t tell me the exact reason, just that I was taking more than the FDA guidelines say I should. I was absolutley pissed!!!
The folowing morning I called my PCP’s office and just was so upset.. how could they take me off one of my diabetic meds, halfway through a high risk pregnancy??!?!?!? Didn’t they realize what a stupid idea it was?? It was working!! What difference did the FDA know about my body verses some animal they did their testing on??? Well the dr would not reconsider. She held firm, she will not renew the script! Boy was I mad!!!
I carried on, changed my diet again so that I was getting even more protein… and guess what? It didn’t matter! My body sent my glucose levels soaring! -You see, as soon as I found out I was pregnant, I went to an OB my friend went to for her high risk pregnancy, and he told me also to stay on both meds, and to test my glucose at least 3 times a day… which I was doing… so I knew when my levels went up!
I put up with it for a bit, and then this morning I went to my OB for my 6 month check-up. The second question out of his mouth was “How are your glucose levels?” I told him straight out they were horrible! He looked at me, like what is going on???? I told him all about what my pharmacy and PCP had done, and he was furious! He said they had no right to do that! Turns out, the pharmacist had decided he was a dr himself and thought it’d be a good idea to call my PCP and ‘remind them’ that I was on both drugs…. and that’s what caused my PCP to change her mind all of a sudden. That’s the part the pharmacy didn’t tell me. I know phcy law, and they are not supposed to questions meds you’ve been on for 6 months, only new meds that may interfere with old ones!! So my OB writes me out a new script for Metformin and tells me he’s going to set me up with the perinatologist to evaluate my diabetes. He says I may have to go into the hospital overnight for them to truly evaluate me, and that now I may have to go on insulin for the remainder of my pregnancy! He did mention they may put me on an insulin pump, so that’ll make it a bit easier, as I’m not good with needles to begin with.
So that’s where I am for now, going to call the perinatologist and set an appointment up for that in a little while.
I hope this isn’t too long and drawn out, and that maybe it helps someone, somewhere. I promise to blog the rest of my journey as well.
Thank you to everyone on BS who has helped me though all my troubles and turmoil, and especially to all the Wildcats for being a source of support I never knew I needed!
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